in my dream my dead grandpa (who committed suicide) was appearing as a schizophrenic vision to me in my dreams and he made was walking at me and making me really really scared and he was smiling at me creepily and i was terrified of him and he started screaming and saying “your not supposed to be here!!” over and over and i was crying and scared and stumbling backwards and no one else could see him exept for me and everyone thought i was crazy because i was freaking out in public and making a scene when no one else could see him and they didn’t believe me and thought i was insane
Dreams can be highly personal and symbolic, but in general, dreaming of a deceased loved one can represent unresolved emotions or issues related to that person. Seeing your dead grandfather as a schizophrenic vision could symbolize your feelings of confusion, fear, and distress. It might be related to unresolved emotions surrounding his suicide and your relationship with him when he was alive.
The fact that he appeared to be smiling creepily and screaming at you could indicate feelings of guilt, fear, or inner turmoil that you may be experiencing. The message he kept repeating - "you're not supposed to be here" - may suggest feelings of unworthiness, self-doubt, or a fear of not belonging.
The dream could also be reflecting your internal struggles and conflicts that you may not be fully aware of, causing distress and doubt about your perceptions and reality. The fear of being judged or misunderstood by others in the dream could symbolize the fear of not being believed or accepted when expressing your true feelings or experiences.
Overall, this dream may be urging you to confront and work through your emotions related to your grandfather's death and your own inner struggles. It could be beneficial to explore these feelings in waking life, perhaps through therapy or journaling, to find healing and peace.